Why Not Now?

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Ava Calligan For almost nine years, I've juggled multiple jobs while raising my younger sister, leaving little room in my life for the magic of Christmas I once loved. When a new job reconnects me with Derek, the ex I never really got over, our attraction is undeniable, leading us into a complicated no-strings-attached relationship. As the holiday season unfolds and we share kisses under the mistletoe, I'm drawn back into the warmth of a love I thought I'd lost forever. But he's broken my heart once before, and my head keeps telling me: I don't need anyone. I can manage on my own. Derek Moritz Leaving Ava was the hardest thing I've ever done. She's the only woman I've let break my heart. Over our years apart, I've failed to move past her, so when she becomes the new photographer's assistant at Blue Vista Events, I'm determined to keep my distance. However, when I learn she no longer finds joy in Christmas, I